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Pictures Not in
Our Albums
by Judith
McCombs
Somewhere it is still
a dream of safety, our young
parents hauling us up the dark pass,
Father blocking the
wheels of the trailer
while Mother lets go the emergency brake
& eases the Ford into low, pulls forward
& slows, pulls forward & waits.
As if I had watched from a roadcut
I see the small oval
Ford
pale in the shadows, our grey-blue trailer
weighing it down, the asphalt road
falling away on all sides into blackness,
the curve ahead climbing to blackness.
Across the vast basin
of desert,
the night-drowned ridges and foothills,
a coyote howls & is answered. There are
no lights but ours on the earth,
no farther lights except the slow stars.
In the back of the
car, in the warm
nest of children, I drift
from sleep to waking, breath
to breath, as the car labors
& rests, labors & rests,
& the night outside
is a slow swelling sea
lapping the mountains, black waters
so vast that a ship could founder,
a thousand lit ships go down,
all lights but our own go under.
Judith
McCombs was born in Virginia, and grew up in almost all
the continental United States, in a geodetic surveyor's family. She was
the founding editor of Moving Out, one of the nation's
oldest surviving feminist literary arts journals, and has previously published
books with Glass Bell Press and Dustbooks.
Updated 4/18/07
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